since it's free, dream more.

What are your dreams when you were young?
Have you achieve some of them so far?
I never dream to become a nurse but then this was my profession God has given me, as I was working before in a hospital, I realized why. But then I know I can do more than just that.
Here are the list that I dream to become so far...

Teacher – I became one already
Painter- I used to draw and paint when I was a child, but I need enhancements on this one
Write a book or compose a song – I used to write poems when I was in college, and write different stories out of nowhere, but i kinda lost my copies
Photographer – I love photo shooting on nature, events, people, but I’m a lousy one
Chef – I love cooking, since eating is my past time, haha!
Barista – not only because I love coffee but also I want to become an…
…Entrepreneur – establish a coffee shop/bakeshop as a business someday
Ride on a hot air balloon – since I was a child I dreamt of flying
Climb a mountain
Visit different places around the Philippines
Explore Japan, Italy, Spain, Seychelles, Greece and some virgin Islands
Sponsor child/children in Worldvision.org
Have a taste of the finest delicacies all over the world
Learn to play piano
learn kung-fu or arnis
learn how not to dance lousy (I know robotics move, hehe)
learn Japanese language and their accent
Join medical missions all over the world
Design my own house and build one
Share God’s love
and fulfill my purpose here on earth.

What do you want to achieve? What do you really want to do?
Write them. It'll help you sort out what you really want to do in life.
You may not know if it will work out or not but somehow you'll gain a sense of purpose in living.
There's no harm in dreaming, it's free, might as well take all the chances.

cheers!

I AM A BELIEVER

I am a believer.

I believe in destiny.
I believe in the power of change.
I believe in the power of prayer.
I believe in freedom.
I believe in faith, hope and love.

I believe that the heart is more than a muscle.
I believe that true happiness cannot be found in any material things in this world.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
I believe that my life can make a difference.
I believe that true love can only be found at the right place, at the right moment and at the right person.

I believe I can be a better person.
I believe that the less we talk and the more we listen is one better way of communication.
I believe that the more you get hurt the more we can be a stronger person.
I believe that complaining can change nothing.
I believe that without God, I am nothing.
I believe that this life is a gift that we should cherish everyday.


You, what do you believe?

America's Newly Elected President...now what?

President elect Senator Barrack Obama wins, now comes the hardest part… facing challenges, past and present critical problems occurring in their country not to mention an economy collapse since Reagan’s regime which comes from worse to worst.

Some says Obama is a socialist who wants to tax the rich and give money to the poor. Socialism leads to communism which may or may not, but most likely will lead to the fall of the Soviet Union.

However, will there be a real change this time? America continues to hope like many other nation does.

Every single nation in all sides of the earth needs an honest and a true leader. A catalyst for change with a clear vision that will steer others into its actualization. The world will not change dramatically because of the President, no matter who they are, black or white. If all people will change and act, so as the whole nation.

Americans agreed that Obama will give a good start to recoup.
Good luck and God bless America, as God blesses the Philippines…

Emo

How can her heart carry a heavy burden behind those bright and cheerful eyes?I’m starting to miss her smile, the sound of her laughter, the tone of her sweet and calm voice. The words she utters with her wits and clever expressions, her charmed captivating every person’s heart were the traits I admire about her. Her vivid personality was adored by many. When she smiles, the gloominess of anyone’s face will surely vanish. As soon as her lips widen like a gleam of dawn is like an assurance of life’s happiness and serenity. In her eyes you’ll find peace, in her laughter you’ll find calmness, in her point of views you’ll find realities of life. In her life as far as your eyes can see, you’ll find felicity.

However none of them knew that behind her tranquil face lies a desolate and grieving heart attempting to break loose from the confinement of a deep seated burden inside her that has been accustomed for a very long time. Her melancholies were perfectly covered with those pretentious glowing eyes. Her loneliness and sorrow were concealed with her laughter.
A mournful optimist maybe that is what she is. Her incongruous behavior seems to be eerie. But how does she do it? How can she cheer others while her burden’s weighing her down like a pit full of wet sand sucking him down? How can she make people full of life while she seems to be empty deep inside? She got so much love to give, but so much pain to carry in his lonely, grieving heart.

As I sat before her under the tree while watching the sun setting from the horizon, I saw tears fell from her eyes. Tears I have never before seen in my life. I felt her sorrow deep within her. All the while I thought of how she can endure all the heartaches and pains alone. But as I look at her now she’s like a fragile glass that in any moment could break. Her pitiful laments could be heard throughout the sound of the breeze in that very place. Every tears falling from her eyes was like a shed of blood coming out.

As the sun sets in the amazing shadows of the colorful sky I wish there was some kind of time limit in an emotion – so that she would know when to stop feeling all the anguish beneath her, but on the second thought, she needed it, a time alone with her emotion. She could not utter a single word. She just cries her heart out. I can feel every single emotion in every inch of her body.

But how long can she hide the pain? For how much longer will she keep it?
I keep asking myself for I myself couldn’t sustain it. I wish I could do something to ease the pain inside her, tell her it’ll all be fine. I wish I have those words to cheer and calm her down, and somehow make her feel better.

But I couldn’t speak a single word. I can’t think of anything to say but to stay and just be with her. I prayed silently and ask God that whatever this person is feeling right now, she might endure it. That she might overcome all emotional disaster she had to bear and may she see the omnipotent God in the midst of all unfathomable circumstances. We watched the beautiful sun calmly as it sets down from the horizon.At that moment I still have the courage to smile for behind every tears falling from her misty eyes I see a different perception of a human emotion.

11 things...

Since it's November, the 11th month,
I've listed 11 things I’ve learned so far this year…..

I’ve learned that what you are right now is the product of your past.
So, no reason to blame others.

I have learned that 90% (approximately) of every action or reaction you make in any situation, the result comes from you alone.
Whatever that circumstances may be, it’s all up to you how you handle the situation.

Happiness is a choice.
It’s not just a mere feeling of joy or gladness. It’s a decision that any person can make.

If you only do things what you have already mastered, you will never grow, technically.

Life is totally and absolutely a series of test and episodes of training.
Difficult situations/problems, impossible people to deal with – life gets better when they’re around.

No pain, no gain. – This is so true.

What you think, you become.
What you inculcate in your mind becomes the product of your every thought. Positive or negative.

The tongue is the most powerful tool.
It can make or break.

Thus, making words the most powerful drug in the world.
It can also make or break.

Every word that’ll come out from your mouth is like a boomerang.
It’ll come back to you by all means. So speak gently, and choose words wisely.

There’s no point in planning if you just keep on planning but not doing anything.